Aaaand I'm baaack!

It has been some time since I've blogged so it almost feels strange to write this. I took some time off for personal reflection and removed my blog because I did not feel inspired to continue writing. My life has been through some major upheavals and changes, but I'm in a place of relative normalcy if there is such a thing. What can I say about the past few years other than it was pure chaos? Chaos doesn't have to be a bad thing but it is if you are a person who thrives on routine and habit. And I was definitely one of those people. I thought I liked spontaneity but I realize now that there is a stark difference between spontaneity and impulsiveness. It was a fine line for me for quite some time. Now that I have an understanding of who I am, the journey that I've taken and continue to take, seems all together interesting albeit sometimes exhausting.

I never thought I'd be back here blogging, let alone writing anything fictional or otherwise. But I am back to doing those things. I reclaimed my life after heavy losses. I did not think I'd be able to do it. And sometimes, you surprise yourself with what you can accomplish when you feel that you have been tested to the limits. I decided to come back to writing because I needed to tell stories. I went back to doing things I enjoy but with a different perspective this time. My love for the creativity through performing and fine arts has always been there, but for the past few years so much of my life was marred by unforeseen circumstances and self-fulfilling prophecies. I distanced myself from many of the things that I loved. So coming back to it now, I feel a bit nervous and excited, a little bit rusty but determined. I look at this adventure as a different chapter in an entirely different storybook. The turbulent trilogy of 2014-2017 has ended. This is a new series, a new era and one that will hopefully have many, many seasons to go!